Argh!!!! It is the first day of the holidays for me – well – I say the first day of the holidays but pre-school is still on tomorrow, Wednesday and Thursday (!) but there has been no ballet this morning, so it feels like the holidays have started already.
Already feeling stressed out. Already shouted more than I wanted to, already threatened the “naughty chair” and it is lunchtime.
Morgan slept in until 8 this morning, so I should be feeling bright eyed and bushy tailed but I am still in my pyjamas, I have already given in to CBeebies and my to do list has got only 2 ticks on it and those things are move money around and measure the girls for dresses that are being made for my sister’s wedding. Ordering the shopping, booking swimming lessons and sorting out boxes of old clothes are still staring at me – uncompleted.
The thing is, now I have some down-time, I am choosing to write this – well, because this feels like it is something for me, and it feels like its been a long time, since I did something for me.
I am hoping this blog will be my ramblings of how I am feeling, in this weird place I am in, where I absolutely adore being a mum and wouldn’t want to change that for the world, but I need something where I can be the old me – just sometimes!
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